randomnesss

its like almost everyday's story.I wake up in the morning get ready in a hurry n rush...
no auto for minimum 5 mins, n then i miss my train...i reach office a lil late n here it goes..
i can hear my salary getting chopped..!
i want to grow i want to fly ,
i want run i want to touch the sky
bt r these just words?
or do they make a meaning out of it?
do i really try towards itor i just keep dreaming abt it?
with last few days in my mind,
things arent rightduring the day i am all lost,
at night i wake up with a fright.
i am nt perfect
i am nt the best
i want to be happy n content
i want to like the rest.
if wishes wud come true
i wished for read minds,
no, not the complicated ones,
i want to understand mine.
I look at the mirror
n i ask whats wrong?
a reflection stares back at me
and asks me what is wrong?
i look up at the sky
deep dark and blue
for once i want to get lost in them
with a lie to be so true.
can i love someone one day?
can some one love me bck?
so much that the world dnt matter anymore,
bt there isnt any1
now i stare into this white screenthinking what to write more
i wrap this up now
before it get sour

i dnt know what the hell does this mean.. i just went with the flow...:)