FLIP GAME

You have no idea my love,

how much pain I take.

to please you all the time

for the good times's sake

You'll never understand,

who is the real me

for you never looked beyond yourself,

what else could you ever see.

I'll tell you now, I'll tell you the truth

as my life is now on stake

loving someone not worthy like you

is my one big mistake

So many flaws you have,

many a times so much wrong you do,

I keep forgiving you all the time,

even when I am black & blue

I look at you now with her,

I have this lil smirk.

I laugh on myself thinking,

I loved this stupid jerk?

Look at me, look into the eye,

I can see you feel your loss,

Never mind baby, you lost me anyways,

I was sure to win this toss.

It IS me

Why it happens, that you get what you want,
but smething still seems amiss.
I know i am a human,
But i still feel the hiss.

I hate what i feel,
I dont know what to do,
There are times when i smile as i see yellow,
but there comes along the shades of blue.

I say i love you,
but then it puts me to think.
No, I ll never lie to you,
But your lies make my heart sink.

What am i looking for,
is it jus you or its me.
At times i feel trapped in a cage,
the next moment i am flying free.

I dont want your advise,
I dont want your shoulder,
There is too much mess around,
and it makes me colder.

Maybe its me, oh yes it is,
I hate the way i feel,
My mind is out of place now,
and my heart is sealed

Forbidden

I heard it is a wonderful feeling,

it makes you go dizzy.

I know it is a wonderful feeling,

But i am so hazzy.

The world seems so beautiful,

like it never exist before.

It seems so beautiful,

like i don't exist anymore.

I see those people around me,

walking hand in hand,

People see me around them,

Like i don't have a stand.

I wanna know why, tell me please,

is it the most difficult thing around,

Tell me please, dont laugh at me,

Is it so simple to be found?

Everything inside is dying at every pulse

I feel so numb, my body doesnt feel,

No one will ever find me gone,

There is nothing you can see.

Maybe its me, who cannot love,

the one who cant be smitten,

Its love who should not touch me,

for I am forbidden.

Forever & always!!

4 years down the line & still going strong.

A bunch of people with less right and more wrong.

The love i longed for, in each of you i found,
Look at me fly baby, i am now off the ground.

But where ever i go, i wont be far as you think
Wait a min now, let just this feeling sink

I am there where you all stand tall
I know the hands that ll hold me when i fall.

look at us now, how we were & how we are,
well we are rich now thou, we do travel by a car

I look at the mirror & ask what i have gained,
I see all the faces happy and pained.

Times have changed but none of us are,
just the same bunch with same dimple & a scar

I ll not loose out on you, not now no never.
Dude..! its not always you find people
who stick like this forever.

With love

If you ever find me gone,

if you find our lost song,

will ever shed a tear?

would you again want me near?

I was true, the time was a lie,

i know you cud see it in my eye,

you shoved me away like a fly in tea,

was it for real or it was a bad dream?

I am so alone here now,

still I love you don't know how

I know i shudnt be telling you this,

its nt me, but something nice that you have missed.

I ll cry no more,

cuz its nt worth it,

i ll wait for the day when ur skin turns dry,

will sleep in peace when i see yu cry.

Meant to be... maybe

Maybe it was love or what i do not know,

It was the best time of my life i want you to know.

I loved you then,

I love you still,

we arent together now,

the reason i m still searching.

We thought this is it, nothing more we want,

time passed and for us to really know what we want.

I was here,

I am here,

but now we cant see each other

on the other coast you are looking.

It was me who messed it up,

It was me who broke it up.

I loved you then,

I love you now,

the question i ask is why.

The times of bliss I am remembering.

I miss your arms which were my world,

I miss that that little place that was our little world.

I miss you now,

I ll miss you always.

It was just not meant to be.

The moments we spent in them i am living

IT IS TIME

Its the way i walk towards now,
I know not where it would lead me.
Mind is wandering and quiet at the same time,
there is so much noise that i can feel the silence.
I saw the light that would give me some hope,
but it turned out to make me blind.
I felt it was the breeze that whispered in my hair,
but it was a current that hit me so hard.
I know not where i belong,
I know not where i shall be tomorrow.
I look around where everything seems to be so new,
that i now recognize every colour.
I cry like the first tear drops down,
with a thud it made the loudest sound.
Its a lone journey i want to make,
n no promises for them to break.
It a long road that will take me somewhere,
I shall just follow it along where it takes me.
Maybe its too late or it might be too early,
But the apologizes and gratitude is all that i am leaving behind.